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crazed_delusionSo the complete pissed-offness of finding out about my uncle was slightly unjustified, but it's a bunch of family drama that no one really wants to read so I'll leave it at that.
I feel like I should be down in Alabama with my aunt but she doesn't want the extra burden of people around.
In other news I worked basically every day last week, so I was either working or sleeping, and I'm so behind on stuff I can't even begin to know where to start.
Actually I do know where to start, the first round of H50Land is over and I need to do the points and get the final scores up and get the new round ready. I said I'd have it done by today, well yesterday now but that didn't happen, hopefully I can get it all done tomorrow or well today. I hate mods who are so late on closing things out, so I hate myself for that at the moment but there was really no way around it.
Then I'll figure out whats going on, on my participating landcoms because I'm beyond lost.
Also my cake class was supposed to start tonight, I get there and the lady asks if I'm there for the jewelry, I say no I'm here for the cake, she says that's on Thursday nights. I show her the calendar and the syllabus they gave me, all of which say Monday. She goes and gets the big book of classes and it says Thursday. So I guess I'm going Thursday. If I hadn't spent so much on all the supplies already I'd of said screw it just refund me. This is why I don't do new things.
I feel like everyone has stopped talking to everyone on here, or maybe just to me, I probably depress people, I know I depress myself. I miss the over exuberant chats and stuff.
I also realized one of my big problems is I'm too dedicated to people I consider friends, friends. Cause looking back all the people I would of considered some of my best friends online or in real life seem to of ended the same way. They were under some kind of attack, I defend them completely, make a stand or whatever. They say thanks and what a true friend I am, and then they stop talking to me like okay I got what I needed out of you bye now. Apparently I need to stop defending people and just go oh well to bad for you.
I often think of creating a new me account and starting over with stuff, but I'm far too lazy.
Okay I should end with something happy right? Olympics, the Olympics make me happy. Watching Phelps win his medals made me really happy. I mostly want to smack Lochte for his frat boy idiocy but swimming is over so I don't have to listen to him anymore anyway lol.
Also movies, probably going to so The Watch or Total Recall later this week, or maybe Batman in IMAX, just did the small screen the first time.
Okay, since I can't sleep I guess I'll start on point tallying instead of rambling.
I feel like I should be down in Alabama with my aunt but she doesn't want the extra burden of people around.
In other news I worked basically every day last week, so I was either working or sleeping, and I'm so behind on stuff I can't even begin to know where to start.
Actually I do know where to start, the first round of H50Land is over and I need to do the points and get the final scores up and get the new round ready. I said I'd have it done by today, well yesterday now but that didn't happen, hopefully I can get it all done tomorrow or well today. I hate mods who are so late on closing things out, so I hate myself for that at the moment but there was really no way around it.
Then I'll figure out whats going on, on my participating landcoms because I'm beyond lost.
Also my cake class was supposed to start tonight, I get there and the lady asks if I'm there for the jewelry, I say no I'm here for the cake, she says that's on Thursday nights. I show her the calendar and the syllabus they gave me, all of which say Monday. She goes and gets the big book of classes and it says Thursday. So I guess I'm going Thursday. If I hadn't spent so much on all the supplies already I'd of said screw it just refund me. This is why I don't do new things.
I feel like everyone has stopped talking to everyone on here, or maybe just to me, I probably depress people, I know I depress myself. I miss the over exuberant chats and stuff.
I also realized one of my big problems is I'm too dedicated to people I consider friends, friends. Cause looking back all the people I would of considered some of my best friends online or in real life seem to of ended the same way. They were under some kind of attack, I defend them completely, make a stand or whatever. They say thanks and what a true friend I am, and then they stop talking to me like okay I got what I needed out of you bye now. Apparently I need to stop defending people and just go oh well to bad for you.
I often think of creating a new me account and starting over with stuff, but I'm far too lazy.
Okay I should end with something happy right? Olympics, the Olympics make me happy. Watching Phelps win his medals made me really happy. I mostly want to smack Lochte for his frat boy idiocy but swimming is over so I don't have to listen to him anymore anyway lol.
Also movies, probably going to so The Watch or Total Recall later this week, or maybe Batman in IMAX, just did the small screen the first time.
Okay, since I can't sleep I guess I'll start on point tallying instead of rambling.
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Date: 2012-08-07 01:03 pm (UTC)OLYMPICS!! I'm not watching as much as I should.
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Date: 2012-08-07 02:34 pm (UTC)If that were me with the scheduling fiasco, I think I'd just return all the stuff and get a refund. That's totally irresponsible of them to screw you around on the dates - what if you hadn't been able to attend on Thursdays? Sheesh...
I've hardly watched any Olympics at all - been far too busy! I hadn't heard that Phelps had won medals, that's how out of it I am. I only saw the first race where Lochte beat him, and was thinking his time maybe had passed. Glad to hear that's not the case, because it would've been rather sad to go out like that. Wonder if he'll retire from competitive swimming after this - go out on a high note?
Batman in IMAX sounds amazing - I think you should definitely do that. I haven't seen it yet, and probably won't, because I haven't seen the last 3 Batman movies and I want to watch them in sequence.
Ok back to work! LOL