It was the people coming in and seeing it that really made me look at it different and I told my parents and my best friend to NOT let me ever do that again. Ever! Come visit me, don't let me say, "no you can't come over today I can come to you?!" and so on.. so far it has been tons better. We took $250 dollars worth of truck loads to the garbage dump from the other house.. Now I have far less stuff and I have the if I don't need it I can throw it away mentality all set up!! and I do have people coming over to make sure I am doing good!! So it is all getting better.. But going through all that really worked me over and was emotionally draining and I stepped back from EVERYTHING online that I could get away with. But now that I am back in control in the house I can play more now :D